I don't know about anyone else, but for me, scrutinizing my brain for what I understand and believe is quite time consuming and subject to error.
Oh, knock it off, Jabba. You already admitted you were emotionally wedded to your belief and that you would be devastated if you weren't able to prove it mathematically. No one believes this is any sort of honest intellectual exercise for you. It's ridiculous to think this is anything but Debate Theatre written and directed by you. It's ludicrous to think your goal extends beyond achieving some illusion that your belief in an immortal soul has objective validity you can fool some gullible audience into accepting.
Your arguments are fairly transparent. A "neutral jury" took only five pages to demolish them and to conclude further that you had an ulterior motive and were not at all interested in understanding your errors -- the same conclusion your critics here have reached. Your line of reasoning is transparent in the sense that it does not exemplify the mind of someone legitimately struggling to understand abstract, esoteric concepts he may have remembered poorly from his schooling. It does not reveal a willingness to listen and be corrected -- all the things we would expect from someone on a journey of self-discovery. So poor is your engagement with would-be helpers on these points, you've even been accused of being a badly-programmed AI having only limited responses available.
No, instead yours are arguments clearly designed to operate from an assumption that the reader does not understand mathematics in general or statistics in particular. They are quite clearly designed to create a razzle-dazzle illusion of success that would be difficult for a layman to understand or refute, and which -- you seem to think -- gives you endless opportunities to wallow in sub-sub-sub-issues that have no prayer of fixing the flaws in your argument. We've seen time and again that when you are finally brought to clarity in your argument, you rush back to the beginning and change all the words, walk back all the concessions your critics patiently led you to, and apply a thick layer of obfuscation. And beneath the thin veneer of faux cordiality is, as always, a not-very-well-concealed dislike of skeptics and skepticism, which has just as much a chance of being the real reason you persist in this debate as some proffered desire to "scrutinize" your beliefs.
Your efforts are not "subject to error." You are deliberately obscuring the debate and trying to blame the result on your critics for their alleged lack of understanding, or on the problem itself for allegedly being so hard to talk about. Your efforts are not "time-consuming" except in that they are a consummate and deliberate waste of other people's time. You go back and forth in endless busywork -- "confirming" this, and asking idly for that. You demand that people repeat themselves for no reason other than that you didn't care to read what they wrote when they wrote it, then blame them for being unfriendly when they balk. All the while you tell everyone you don't have time for an honest debate, while admittedly pursuing this same topic not only in another forum but also in your heavily-edited "map."
No, Jabba, the reason this debate is prolonged is because you simply -- for emotional reasons -- don't want it to end.